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[07 Jul 2004|02:18am] [ music | Matchbook Romance "Tiger Lilly" ] Usually when I post pictures, I like to use one word that either fits the picture, or one that describes what Im feeling. Yet I couldnt find just one word. So I leave you with three... Promises, Hold and... Strength. 14 dreamers| close your eyes

Happy 2nd of July [02 Jul 2004|02:28am] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | The Sounds "Dance with me" ] close your eyes

[18 Jun 2004|02:29am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Soco "unravel" Bjork cover ]          Its been a while... 1 dreamer| close your eyes

[01 Jun 2004|02:33am] [ mood | content ] [ music | Avril Lavigne "slipped away" ] I feel really comfortable around you...I mean I let you put your booger inside of one of my shoes...talk about comfortable...and I suppose a little gross too...Ill be wearing your booger to work tomorrow. Im concluding this entry here after all...not because there is no inspiration to finish it like you thought... but I like simple-straight-to-the-point entries...and thats simple enough...you make me feel comfortable... where I can be me. Sorry we havent been able to hang out more...soon...<3 close your eyes

Dear... [26 May 2004|02:37am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Radiohead "exit music for a film" ] To: Mrs Ballenger A piece of my heart burns off from the explosion of your words and tiny ashes flow throughout my body, abruptly polluting me into a state of weakness. Ive never even met you, but yet you have the power to bring tears to my eyes.I apologize ever disrespecting you for it never was my intention...inside of me are all the things I wish to say...want to say...but Im told its useless...I dont know what to do... .... To: Daina I just want to say how truly blessed Stefan should be for having a friend like you. You've really played a big role in his life, and Im so appreciative of all the things you have done for me and him.Your emotions expressed the other day meant so much to me, I dont know of anyone who would of done what you did for me and him. I thank you so much. <3 close your eyes

what happened to my wonderwall [09 May 2004|04:29am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Aqualung "just for a moment" ] I sit here and wonder what Im going to do. But nothing comes to mind. I didnt want to hear it coming from too. I know you just want whats best. But I know what I have to do. you only ruined what started off as a good day. your supposed to save me. and now several hours later theres still no word from you. ... I believe Im begining to go crazy. I ehxale out of frustration. I grind my teeth, and bite the inside of my cheek. I can taste blood. I toss and turn. theres no answer for any relief. ... laying here in fetal position tracing the pattern of flowers from the pillow my head rest on I just want to go home. ... sooner then expected. the picture becomes distorted. crumbled. theres so much I want to know did I exist? when did you become so weak? When did I lose you? Somehow through this mess i've lost myself .................................................................................................................................................................................................................. ~The same thing that blew us together Might blow us apart So keep a piece of me precious And close to your heart Just for a moment All of my nightmares came true Just for a moment My heart was broken in two Oh how I need you Oh how I'd miss you Oh how I love you~ -Agualung-</i> 7 dreamers| close your eyes

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